I know I said I will do an entry yesterday but then cannot ah. They all came back late so I must keep them company. Ok anywayz yesterday was like shitty. They all like ignoring. So idiotic. And then everytime I was near them they always whisper. That was DUMB! And they all don't let me take part in the so-called 'activities'. Ok this is how it went. They came. We talked for awhile and then Fatin used the computer. And then my sister took in the Lays that we bought before they came. We all had chairs to sit on except for my sister, Sarah. After eating for awhile, I went to the dustbin to throw away something. When I stood up, Sarah just sat down on the chair. That's when the trouble started.
After I got tired shouting at her to give back the chair, I carried one of the chairs from the kitchen to the study room where we were. By that time the Lays finished already. So I used the computer which nobody was using. While I was using, my cousins laughed and laughed behind me. They laughed like as if they just escaped from Woodbridge. So irratating. And then after I used for awhile, I turned back to look at them ah and then I found out that they were not there. When I went out of the study room, I saw them playing badminton outside. Its like they didn't even ask me to play with them. They think that I liked being left behind. You know in the previous entry I said it was fun having them around here? Well I was so damn wrong. It was so boring. They practically ignored me. They think I have no feelings. You know what? I think they are just plain rude!
So I went to my room. Lay on the bed with a stupid book called 'Bookworm Time-Machine' so I just flipped to look at the pictures. It was so boring so I went to use the computer again and then my grandmother came in and told me to throw away the Lays wrapper and carry the glasses to the kitchen. So I did that and I carried the chair to the kitchen.
So after my cousins went in, we all ate the instant noodles becuase we all don't like the dish that my grandmother cooked. It was the myojo when you put the hot water after you put the sauces and everything inside. I took Tom Yam which was nice. Than I sat down on a chair. And again my sister was chair-less. So my sister poured hot water for herself and my cousins then put back the kettle on the stove. So I went to the kettle with my bowl and then when I turned to sit down again, one of my irratating cousins asked my sister to sit down so of course she sat down. So I asked her to move and she said, " When you wanted to pour the water you didn't reserve this sit what." When she said that all my cousins laughed. So I stood up and ate. Then this irratating cousin said," Eh tak baik tau makan berdiri". It means, ' Eh very bad you know eating while standing up. Very shitty rite? Of course it is.
And then I walked to the study room with my bowl and I cried ok? I admit it I CRIED! ok? It was so hurtful. I couldn't believe my cousins would do something awful like that!When I was eating halfway, my cousins laughed at something my sister said. I think it was me. I can't believe this but you know what? I'm crying right now writing this hurtful entry. So I was eating my noodles than my grandmother asked me how come I didn't eat with my cousins ah. I told her there was no space. Which of course was a lie. And then my father came back and asked me the same exact question. So I told him the same answer and then he said when my whole family of 6 ate there, there was space and I was like silenced. So I ate there crying. Then my father asked my grandmother why I was eating alone in the study room.LOUDLY.She replied,"Tak taulah. Dia merajuk". It mean 'I don't know. I think she's sad.' Something like that ah.
After my cousins heard that, they were not so hurtful to me ah. And I forgot something. Before we ate, Izzah, Fatin and my sister, Sarah, were doing makeovers for each other. They didn't ask me... again. LIKE DUH! So after I ate, I blew my nose because of the crying then I went inside my room where my cousins and sister were doing makeovers again. I went there to get a book because I was bored to death. They were giving a makeover to Izzah when I came in. She asked Fatin, who was doing Izzah's hair, who it was. Then she 'whispered' my name. It was so audible! And why must she whisper? Its not like I'm going to hurt them or anything. So stupid! And then nothing much happened after that. So I'm going to stop here.
Oh yah. If you are my cousins reading this, I'm sorry I called you stupid in this entry but it was true. No offence of course. I just don't understand why you did the above to me. So if you meet me during puasa or hari raya, you must say sorry ok? Just kidding. Just kidding. :P But I would like and explanation. It's easy. Just an explanation.
